Yay for the first poon, i mean post.

No idea why I made this thing again...but whatever. I guess I made it to keep my sanity when I'm up at school. Since I won't have my punching bag up there, I gota be able to do somethingggggg.


So, maybe I don't understand this whole blogging nonsense. I mean, I used to blog like it was my friggin job in high school...but high school was gay.

So I leave next week, and it honestly hasn't even hit me yet.  My last day at work seemed like any other day. Still wanted to shoot myself, and I didn't really care to say goodbye to anyone.  Except for the fact that rachel and krystal drew all over my arms. I'm not gona lie, I am gona miss the people I work with when I'm at the new store.  I should feel nervous about the new store, but I'm not at all. I won't be there as much as I was in Patchogue. School's way too important this time around.  Yes, there will be partying...I can guarantee that...but the partying will be kept under control.
The girl situation up there should be interesting...but I really don't care for it.  I don't wanna get involved with anyone up there. I have 0 desire for it. People keep saying that things will change when I get up there, but if it hasn't changed now, I don't think it will. If i have the intention of going up there and meeting someone, then I will. Again, I do NOT.

I'm not gona say I'm not nervous for school, because I am. The last time I was up at school, I came home for a stupid reason..yeah, I finally admitted it. Coming home for that reason was one of the worst decisions I've ever made in my life. Not only did it slow down my edumacation, but I got into a whole mess of trouble too. Not like extreme trouble...but Tina taught me how to actually USE a credit card..then I found myself in more debt that I can shake a stick at.

....side note....some the short "sayings" such as "that I can shake a stick at" are from my mother..please disregard it.

For some reason lately, I've been a lot more tired than usual.  I'll sleep about 8-10 hours, wake up fine, then 15 mins after I'm up, I'm ready for the most legit nap ever.  Not gona lie, I hope this keeps up when I'm in Oswego.  When I was up at Cobleskill, I stopped sleeping completely. No idea what did it, maybe it was nerves, or just me being so anxious to return home...but it fucked me up.

Wow, I wrote a lot... kbye.