Have you ever felt so much for someone, and since you're not with them, you both fight like crazy? I'm currently in that situation..at least that's what I think the problem is.. This girl has such a hold on me, that it's so hard to let go. I won't lie, I fucked up in the beginning..I know this. I'm sorry, there is no other way for me to explain how sorry I am. But actions speak louder than words, and I've literally been trying to prove all summer to her that I want to be with her.
These actions have done absolutely nothing...and there's nothing more I can do. But when we're not together, we just nonstop argue over stupid things. We blame each other for everything. It shouldn't be like that. When we're together, It's like nothing ever happened, and we just focus on each other. There is literally no one else I'd rather spend my free time with, then her.
This isn't a post to explain my feelings for her, because I've explained my feelings way too many times. This post is to tell you, that no matter how much we fight, and how much we curse at each other and say stupid shit...I still care about you and think so highly of you.
So maybe the reason why we fight is that we're not together, maybe it's not. Whatever the reason may be, I know that the next time we see each other, we'll be holding each other and laughing over stupid shit.
You're my favorite.
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