Social Anxiety

For the past couple of months, a friend and myself have been talking about this. She stated that I probably had Social Anxiety. I didn't believe it..why would I have such a thing? Recently while being at school, I've had a hard time socializing with people, and making friends. I'm too nervous as to what people are saying about me...if they even are talking about me. I feel like when a person is with a group of people, and one looks at me...they're going to say stuff about me to the other people they're with, and then everyone will look at me. I have such a fear of that, it's crazy. I don't want to have that fear, but I do...

There's so much more to it, but I don't feel like typing it all out. I went on a website before about social phobia's...i went into the section that talks about social phobias, and what they are. In reading all the instances, I've found that I have social anxiety. I've never been so scared in my life. There's so much I want to do up here at school, but im terrified.

So, since I've read what was on the website, I've been asking around to people to see if they agree or disagree. Many agree.


I'm fucked.